The Trinity
Rises
Oh.
oh.
(gasping noises)
. . .
“Calm down. You gotta calm down…”
(To self)
“Fuck…”
“Amadou…”
“Daves…"
“FUCK!”
(gasping noises)
. . .
(louder gasping noises)
“And with everything I’ve seen…the mass gang stalking…the cars everywhere…the level of hacking and how people are on my devices 24/7…the constant surveillance…it would likely be them...”
“The Bureau Boys”
“Laycock…maybe…”
lol Lay ”cock”
Wait…
“When I sent money to Talea…”
Possible. I feel it.
“The Bureau Boys aren’t alone…my allegory…I have to remember the lesson from my very unfortunately named allegory ‘10 B*tches Theory’ — a shady intention will likely not be shady in only one way...”
“There’s always more bitches…”
“This targeting isn’t just race…hmm…race is a construct. It was created in the 1600’s. And constructs are built to perform functions…but this targeting and the way it’s acted upon…is A BIG MESS. It’s a tangle. It’s constantly confusuing to try and parse."
“Who is my enemy…?”
[I know who the devil is]
“That entity is an engine of hate and confusion that devours…and unintentional-intentional destruction— much like a narcissist acts and moves in ways that are hard to track and make sense of. They move like…the algorithmic concept of…brownian motion…”
“Narcissism is that entity manifest in humans. It tries to ‘architect’ but it moves in patterns of confusion. The Devil is a shitty architect. It’s a spaghetti code programmer. So it wraps functions within functions within functions…”
“Which explains what I’m seeing, and why it’s all so confusing…”
“What did Nic say…’cults’…?”
She says it here. She joined something. Someone brought her “into the know”. They let her onto the plot…she opens her marriage two years prior to 2020 in preparation…”
“They were gonna wipe my mind…”
After I was traumatized on March 7th…a strong force kept telling me—
“DO NOT GO OUTSIDE.”
“Because they were changing the whole world.”
“Jesus Christ…she knew…that’s why she was so confident saying this and I found it weird”
“I was like— ‘huh?? what info are you operating off of??”
“And it’s undeniable now…I have powers…I’m different…and what did I tell Vanessa…”
“And then those times to Jenny…”
“And what Flower says…”
“They were searching for Black male programmers…”
“All the negative energy towards Black men in the media…and the layoffs in tech and even my disgusting unfair firing…They aren’t just targeting Black people for subjugation and harm…there’s a deeper reason…because one thing can mean many things.”
“The construct of race was it’s creation to harm humans and also distract us. We always get caught up on race. When it’s actually a shitty construct which abstracts identity. Constructs function as distraction. And now I know what they wanna distract from. They’re searching…they’re searching for a particular outlier in the flock…”
“And it’s…me…”
[ameno]
“Well, you would know, asshole.”
“Who is my enemy…?”
Rome.
Of course. Of course.
Jorge.
“Wait…an engine of hate and confusion that devours…?”
“Oh fuck…!”
(very loud gasping noises)
Huh. And now I know I why fractals freak me the fuck out.
“It’s what I realized I am.”
[always there for people]