…so, if any of those happens to me?

You know who to look directly at.

Yup!

The Queen Blockhead, herself.

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I’m starting to remember nearly everything I realized before I had amnesia. Did you know that??

Yes, I had * bleeping * amnesia. During and after my stay in the hospital…throughout 2023. This shit is basically “Days of our Lives”.

It’s gonna be a good day when Netflix cuts that check. * Cha-ching!! *

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“If I am killed…”

Do you still think me saying that is weird? You shouldn’t cause—

And also— she already tried it once…

March 1st, 2022

‘Fool me once’

…as they say…

…or as I say…

“Pray that you don’t fucking miss.”

Oopsies! You almost got me. Looks like someone missed.

Like I said previously, in some contexts, and in some people, suicidality is a state you can trigger. In other words…

There’s an equation for suicide.

I know it, because the equation was used on me, by her, right here in this scene.

And I’ve realized a lot of shitty people got their hands on some wicked math.

And Queen Blockhead would realize, you do not use an equation on an engineer, and miss—

Cause we’ll reverse engineer that thing from the solution, and figure it out.

And I did. Now here I am, looking at this nasty thing.

“Who birthed you?” I wonder.

It’s left me with a real “Oppenheimer” type of choice on my hands.

Hmm…..

I know many of you don’t believe this yet. So you’ll just have to wait until that episode in a few weeks.

The audience will be bigger by then.

But in the meantime, I’ll give you something fun to snack on.

On Jan 5, 2022 I break up with this Blockhead, right?

Right.

So why exactly does she join this private group for “Depressed People You Live With” on Feb 12, 2022?

Hmm! Weird behavior if you ask me.

Let’s consult our in-house expert Cardi B.

[that’s weird]

Exactly, suspicious! Thank you Cardi (I love her).

Then she starts posting about…me…?

Talking as if I’m this person slipping into depression.

Concurrent to her doing that weirdo stuff…

She and I will be speaking sparsely, post-breakup….

Where she’ll initiate many of the conversations, and she’ll appear very sincere & kind.

I’ll feel appreciated, being treated this way.

And by my own words you’ll see I’m doing quite fine, versus how she presents me…

It’s almost like she knew I’d somehow go from this….

…to this.

February 14st, 2022

March 1st, 2022

But maybe that’s just nothing…

Until we uncover something sorta weirder…

You see, my “suicide scare” wasn’t just isolated to this conversation.

She also contacted my Parson’s friend Phil.

And sure, maybe she’s just concerned and reaching out to my friends to let them know I’m ‘having trouble’…

With some seemingly different & altered details. Hmm.

Weird.

Why is she making me sound like some nuisance to Phil??

That doesn’t seem right.

She’s the one that’s been contacting me most days…hmm…

And…why is she making it seem like I’m crazy?

This…makes me really uncomfortable…

It’s around [00:00] now…

Let’s go back to my convo with her and see what’s up.

Ok, well I’m trying to explain [….] here.

Nope, doesn’t seem crazy to me.

But you wanna know what might start to look crazy?

A whole other concurrent conversation.

About me.

Going on in that private Facebook group.

Wow, she’s lucky she had the foresight to join that group roughly 15 days prior, when my mental state was well on the rise.

Seems like in Phil’s version I’m on the ledge.

And in here, I’m not.

And here I’m just explaining the challenges I face in the world with a clever and sharp specificity.

And here….

Sheesh!

How rude for someone supposed to be so caring.

Then there’s this part…

“I’m trying!”

Said at [00:00], where it seems like she’s trying her best to stop me from “doing the deed…”

LMAO!

My ass was asleep. I knocked out after all that heavy talking. I was emotionally and physically spent.

“I was just thinking of you.”

LOL. “Ok Dahmer”

Also I’m laughing at this now, but that “I’m trying” is very chilling in context especially since I’m fast asleep as it happens.

Wow. Well that certainly brings up a lot of questions for her.

Phew! Well gladly there isn’t a 4th increasingly concerning thing…right?

[wink]

Now in ANOTHER forum, she posts about my harrowing—

“suicide attempt”

Like the last posts she’s giving a—

play-by-play

and this one doesn’t even fit anything that happened

Side note— Does this mean I have my own fanfiction?? That’s kinda sweet. I mean, it would be if it wasn’t so “alibi-y”.

Also, check this line…

“alhbadsjhbasdvkjb“

Whaaaa??

No, seriously, let’s break it down.

She’s essentially saying that the event of my death leaves a oh so awful smudge on alllll those wonderful memories we made together.

So I’m dead. And now you’re mad. Cause the loss of human life ruins your ultra-great-fun-time-super-happy memories?

That’s….psychotic. That’s straight up psychotic. A deep deep lack of empathy. And humanity.

How did none of the other commenters catch this??

I would have been like—

“Uhhh….what??”

This is nuts.

Well…

Fortunately, this post doesn’t hide an easily missed detail that would make this batshit insane and would sit in front of my face for 3 months before I realized it.

So…..

I took this screenshot on March 7th, the day I’m traumatized.

Now if we look at the datestamp…

Huh!

But…so depending on how Facebook counts exactly what “a day” is…the math would be…

7 - (4 or 5) = ?

so the answer is…

3 or 2

I screenshot this on the 7th, so by our math she posted this either on March 2nd, or March 3rd, 2022.

But she’s acting as if …uhhh ….huh…

Oh.

Oh.

Oh.

Oh.

OH.

[call the police]

Those are definitely the ‘recounted’ events that occurred on March 1st, 2022.

Posted, as if they are occurring in “real-time” on March 2nd or 3rd, 2022.

All around my “suicide attempt”

Btw, she’ll also use this to try and supplement that already—

fake ass protection order

[coronovirus!]

That’s right Cardi! Much like the Covid-19 virus, we’re witnessing a sickness.

From 2011 to 2022, over half a million lives (539,810) were lost to suicide, with 2022 showing the highest number of deaths on record.

Hmm…2022, eh?! Fancy meeting you here.

I’ve been experiencing something lately. Panic attacks. I haven’t had them for a long while.

“The Cowards Murder”

But until then,