Abuse is—
Deception
March 7th, 2022
Last post was okay, but I didn’t love it. I had to go through those texts sorta fast. In this one, we’re gonna focus on a few texts from March 7th 2022.
Let’s do some setup and then I’ll sorta just let the texts ride. Though there is something my abuser does here that we’re gonna analyze at the end.
This is the morning I’m traumatized by shocking information found online. This is also when I consciously realize I’ve been sexually assaulted. I was declining for months, so my subconscious knew something was up, but it didn’t have the facts for it bubble up to the conscious mind as recognition.
Now this is a thing so let’s just establish it—
Recognition of an assault can come way after the assault.
It’s like…ever had someone say something rude, sarcastic, or backhanded to you but you don’t catch it immediately?
And later in bed you’re like…
“wait…ohhh that bitch sheila.”
Exactly.
Now let’s go further—
why does that happen?
Because that moment in bed, she realized the intention of Sheila’s words were not what she thought
OR
perhaps the intent was intentionally hidden by Sheila.
Intent & consent go hand-in-hand with each other.
If you do not know the full intentions of the person and their actions, you cannot fully consent.
And this makes the chart of what we identify as sexual assault much larger.
And in my case I will learn that the intention was often hidden. And in the messages we’ll show shortly, that is exactly why I’m freaked out. Because I just realized the intent was false and I confront her.
And this event is massive for me. Cause it reframes 2 years of my life in seconds. What I thought was clear intention was actually—
[shell game]
And that’s what sex with Nic is like. In case you were curious.
My assault was not the dark alleyway type. When a survivor says they were assaulted, society tends to fixate on the “dark alleyway scenario”. This fixation will limit who we perceive as a survivor. Because society will think to itself like “How’d they force that person in the alley??”
And that is just a bunch of assumption, really. With this we lose awareness of survivor experience and we harm them. Also, not every assault is an act of force like society often assumes. Many assaults are acts of deception.
In the following messages you see me react to the shocking & heartbreaking realization I was being deceived.
You know, when I first meet Nic I note how quick witted she is. She even calls herself a loudmouth on the day of our first date…
She’s clever & quippy, always scheming and always has something to say…except when it comes to being accountable for her own actions apparently. Cause then a medical phenomenon occurs where she has sudden memory loss. The doctors still can’t diagnosis it. Her brain gets all Block’d up. Tragic.
Now back to March 7, 2022
Ok…this is important. Let’s put a little sticker so we know to come back to it 😊
Oof. Forgot how much racial trauma was in there 😅. We’re running out of time so real quick—
This is weaponizing white womanhood to harm of Black people. Nicole Block is using the classic “Birth of a Nation” lynching rulebook. She’ll continue to use her children as accountability shields in a way that can only be called deplorable and baseless of any moral standing.
She’ll also keep twisting anything I say into delusional threats against her person. She’ll use those “fake threats” to build her lynch mob. We got a member her mob joining soon. Let’s call him Liability Larry for now. He’s a mentally challenged senior. Think of this like a news expose.
She will also use her children (then 7 & 10) for access to sex. We’ll see that later.